I Still Pray for You — A Prayer From Afar

I still pray for you.

Not because I think it changes anything.

Not because I’m asking for anything.

Just because

I always have.

I pray for your safety.

Your happiness.

Your peace.

I pray that whatever dreams

you carry in your heart

find their way home.

Maybe that’s how I know

what I felt was real.

Because even now,

when I don’t know

where life will take us,

after the uncertainty,

after the silence,

after everything,

my first instinct

isn’t to ask for you.

I still find myself

asking the universe,

asking God,

to be gentle with you.

To watch over you 

in all that you do.

If one day

our paths cross again,

I’ll be grateful.

But until then,

I’ll keep doing

what I’ve always done.

Loving you quietly.

Praying for you

from afar.