What You Said — The Light I Carry Forward

What you said

still surfaces every now and then.

Not loudly.

Not enough to stop me in my tracks.

But quietly,

like a distant light on my horizon.

A green light.

One I’m reaching for,

working for,

wondering if I’ll ever arrive.

Wondering if we’ll arrive.

Because when you said,

“we’ll be together in the future,”

you left me with something

I never asked for:

possibility.

And somehow,

that possibility became part of me.

Not because I built my life around it.

Not because I sit and wait.

I don’t wait for you.

At least,

I’m not trying to.

I’m too busy building.

Working.

Learning.

Chasing goals that once felt impossible.

Walking toward a future

that finally feels like my own.

And yet sometimes,

I remember what you said.

And I wonder

if somewhere in the distance,

our footsteps are still learning

how to find each other.

Maybe that’s why gratitude

always finds its way back into my heart.

Because how lucky was I

to find you at all?

Thank you for changing my life.

Thank you for teaching me things

about myself

I may have never learned otherwise.

Thank you for the poems.

The memories.

The growth.

The parts of me

that only appeared

because I loved you.

You put my dreams into perspective.

You helped me realize

what I wanted from life.

Not by telling me where to go,

but by making me want

to become more.

And yes,

if I’m honest,

there is still hope.

Hope for a long walk

filled with love and admiration.

Hope for more poems.

More stories.

More life.

And if I’m honest,

a part of me still hopes

you’re there for it.

You’re the one 

standing beside me

when I arrive.

Maybe you were right.

Maybe one day

our steps will align again.

Maybe one day

we will be together

in the future

you once spoke about.

Or maybe

it’s one of the many futures

still waiting for us.

But what a beautiful thing it was

to have walked beside you at all.

And what a beautiful thing it is

to keep walking,

carrying the light

of having known you.