You Calm Me Without Knowing—5.16.26

You were my calm in the storm

without ever realizing it.

I was anxious before I saw you.

Shaking hands,

restless thoughts,

my heart moving faster than my mind could catch up to.

And then you’d walk over,

look at me,

talk to me for even a moment—

and somehow everything in me would settle.

Like my nervous system recognized you

before I even had the chance to think.

Even after all this time,

my heart still softens with you.

I still think of you.

I still believe in you.

And maybe the strangest part of all of this

is that you calm me

without even realizing it.