Only You — The Depth I Choose

I don’t just want to know you—

I want to reach the places

no one else has ever touched.

To be the only one

who understands your silence,

who learns the language

of every layer you carry.

I want to take my time with you—

not to rush what’s rare,

but to discover it fully.

I pray for you in ways

you won’t always see—

asking God to fill your days

with peace, with light,

with a kind of love

that never leaves you empty.

And even in absence,

I hope I’m still somehow there—

in the quiet,

in the moments

you don’t speak about.

There isn’t a second

you don’t cross my mind—

because loving you

doesn’t come and go.

It stays.

It remains—

steady,

consistent,

everlasting.

I think about how rare this is—

how lucky I am

to have found something

that feels like more than chance,

something that came 

when I wasn’t looking.

And I don’t take it lightly—

I never could.

Because I’m here for all of it—

the highs, the lows,

the parts that shine

and the ones that don’t.

As long as it’s with you.

I don’t want to replace

what came before me—

I just want to be the one

who makes the weight of it lighter,

and the good feel like it lasts longer

than it ever did before.

I’ve said before

that I want to take care of you—

I meant it.

Not in a moment.

Not temporarily.

But in a way that lasts.

In a way that builds.

In a way that’s patient,

intentional,

and whole.

Everything I do,

I want it to mean something—

to you,

to us,

to what this could become.

I don’t just want to give you everything—

I want to give it to you the right way.

Slowly.

Surely.

With purpose.

Because

with you,

there’s no need to rush—

and somehow,

that feels like everything I’ve needed.

And what we have

feels like the kind of love

that heals us both.